Saturday, June 27, 2015

I don't belong here

June, 2015
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Nothing to achieve, nothing to lose. So, what's the point of being here? Earth is not for me. I would rather go to somewhere else.

Huh.... I'm sad everyday. But today I don't have the energy to hide it. I wish I can find the meaning of life.

I am in competition with no one. I have no desire to play the game of being better than anyone. I am simply trying to be better than the person I was yesterday.  I don't have an attitude! .... Just a personality that you can't handle

I may not be an enterprise job holder like you, I don't got a higher degree like you either. Even I don't have a hot girlfriend like you (not even any). But the fact is, I am living my own life. I am not living life for my boss's, senior's or girlfriend's direction. I have no tight schedule to follow to get extra one minute for myself. I only owe myself. Unlike you I am the rule maker of my own, not the follower of others. I can do whatever I wish to and can go wherever I want to. You know what? I am not in a competition with you, I don't need that routine life of yours. I have everything that you don't. If you want competition, try to be like me. I bet you won't be able to handle this independence, you don't know how to live your own life fella. I am Raqib & I am awesome sometimes.